Thursday, January 20, 2005

FUCK this LOVELIFE

yesterday, me ivy elisha and critel palnned to met up @ jollibee, walter mart at 830 am.but when i arrived there no one was there instead i saw dianalyn at mcdo.so i went to mcdo and joined her.then she told me about tehri previuos plan on going to sm manila with madel,fritzy and juno.madels oing to meet with her ex, i think.then just a couple of minutes earlier madel told me to read her post at her blog.here it goes:

ei...hmmmnn!!!i can feel that it's been a long tym since i post some stuffs here in my blog!!harhr.hmmmnnn...i..i got to share this 'ta ya!! me and vince finally met up at sm manila...jan. 19, 2005..wednesday!! haaaayyy..im so happy..of course suot ko nnman ang aking lucky na chinese collar n blouse!!!hehe..hmmnnn...xa nmn nka pantera na shirt &pants..tpos un..we watchd a movie..WHITE NOISE!!! tpos un..we playes
bingo!!! sayang nga eh!!! lapit nkmi mnalo..kya lng may mas nauuna smin!!! but its fyn as long as ksama ko xa..grabe!!i really enjoyed d tyms we've spent 2gether..i gave him 3 cards nga pla..na nilagyan ko ng ddication while were watchin a movie.hmmmnn..grabe..we almost kissed at the cinema!!! :) yakap nya me..ykap ko xa..he plaed his head on my shouldrs..he ws holdin my hand..he's holdin my legs..gosh!! i've never felt such this feelin before! i can't explain it!! only him gives me this kinda feelin'!!hmmmnn..of course may mga atribida s eksena!! un bakla s may bingo mukang type xa!!pro nktngin ako eh..so, mjo move backward ang bruha!! hehe..and nga pla..nsa quantum dn kmi..nglaro lng kmi ng games!!hnggang s ngsawa dhl skit n kmay nmin!!haaayyy..muntik p mwala ang fon q!!buti nlng nkita ko p dun s wlang hiyang mamang yun!!! un..c vince ang humawak ng cp ko d hul day..haaayayy!! kelan kya ult kmi mgkkta!!? i hope before valentines day mgkta kmi or few days aftr mn lng..ano kya mgndang gft!!? nkalimutan nmin mgpapicture!! hmmnnn..&mg internet!!haaayyy..kulang tlga ang tym!!!hnatid nya us s jeep papuntang san juan de dios kung saan mg iinquire un isa kong friend n c diana lyn!!thanks 2her dhl xa ang isa s mga dhilan hu make this hul thing possible!!dhl kung wla akong ksma!!!d ako m22loy noh!!!thanks 2fritzie and juno dn pla!!! kht npgod cla..at naubos ang money!!!at least u saw vince, db!? renzy and 2 all BSN 17.. sayang nlng at d nyo xa nkita!!!haha..anyways..un!!gotta go now!! il tl you my story next tym!! ei..meron nga plng stuff toy n nkuha c vince s quantum..dun s may dream palace b un!!? and preho kmi eh!! mejo prang luma nga lang un stuff toy!! ac2ualy, duck xa eh!! na una nming tnawag n bsura,, tpos rubber duckie. muka nga ung panghilod eh!! hehe..pro keep ko prn un!!preho kmi may gnun eh!!haaayyy..hmmnnn...i wanna b with him again..i want the clock to stop.. i want the time to stand still wenever im w/him.. i still love you vince..i know you kmow dt..wag kna mtakot..d nko ppdala s mga cnasabi ng iba.. i love you!! happy valentines!! ;) this kiss is exclusive for ya!!muaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i love you!!! i love you! i love you!!il do everythin wag lng tyo pghwalayin uli..hope ul do d same thin' 2.always take care of urself!! vince kissed me aftr we part our ways..he askd me f wer? so i said s cheeks..xmpre!! nsa public place kmi noh!! and besides..d pnman kmi uli!! mutual understanding lng lhat!!i dnt know..well c what'll happen next!! jus keep on visitin' my blog guys!! love ya all!! :) ciao

hay naku!!!it was so romantic.kakaingit,though it is a sin to envy others i cant help it.they were having a romantic time together and im here getting myself busy with schoolworks and having no time for LOVELIFE. im making an effort naman to find the right person but still no effect in return.why is it like that?????

while i was reflecting on what happend today before i go up after my siesta, i thought of something:JENNY, my ex girlfriend.i was thinking of asking her to the movies doing what couples do and having a fun,romantic and a memorable time.although hinde na kami i know that pwede ba din yun kasi were friends naman eh.oh tapos this radio of my yaya played the song TORETE, which was my self proclaimed teamsong to her.i was really feeling so weird that time.thinking if i should reconcile with her and be together again or should i just enjoy being single????(SIGH)i still love jenny??????or should i just wait for the right person to come and just enjoy being unattached?????plz post you comments on the tagboard......

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